What if I were a male?
What if I were the only girl/child in my family?
What if I were not my current race?
What if I had a religion?
What if I were studied in Chinese High School?
What if I started study hard before secondary year 2?
What if I completed my STPM?
What if I did not choose for nursing?
What if I met an accident and lost my memory?
What if I take IELTS after my degree?
What if I move to other countries again?
What if I change my career direction?
What if…………….
……
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Posted in Unhappy
Wooooo!!!
Finally dyed my hair~
It’s totally worth it to sit in the salon for 2 hours!
Hair disaster episode 1 ended. 😀
Episode 2 is starting!!!!
2.1 Trying HARD to have a side swipe bang…
Went out to buy a STRONG holding power hair clay~
Hope it helps…
Please, my lovely bang please grow long faster!!! >.<
2.2 Fighting with my poor dry ends..
I’m a super lazy bum…
Hopefully I will make full use of what I bought for my hair…
Weekly DIY hair mask, monthly salon treatment…
Goodnight bloggie. ♥
Awww…Although I just had two days off, I still feeling sad that I gonna work tomorrow… 😦 And my next day off seems so far from now…
Why can’t I live in fairytale? So that I no need to work, and enjoy my happy life! 😀
*Depressed*
Recently bought a Revlon lip rouge.
It’s my first ever drugstore lip rouge…
I got it because I saw it @ stylesuzi blog, it looks gorgeous.
It’s pretty isn’t it? The colour is 075 in Peach.
The texture is creamy and moist.
I like this colour because it really made my skin tone looked brighter. 🙂
Pardon me for the tired eyes.
SIGH..That’s why I hate working. =.=
P.S: I need retail therapy urgently!!! Did not have a real-satisfied-shopping since school starts. 😦
Posted in Neutral, Nothing special, Tired
Woo! I realized that this little blog is dusted for long! :p
I am being shag recently. Very I meant.
After shifted room, then always busy between work, school and outings.
ERM! Not really outing actually.
I think I am too tired for that lately.
I went out to town after school last Saturday and that was supposed to be my shopping blast!
BUT!!! I headed home after lunch and movie, I was exhausted.
My brain could not function well that time and I felt lost in town.
LOL. Funny hur!?
Oh ya! Time to show my little cozy room! ♥
FIRST must show the most important part!
Sleeping is very essential to everyone!
SO PLEASE SLEEP!!! 😀
LOL. It seems quite squeezie! 😀
SECOND is the essential part for a student!
My reading area. Opps! For shopping too! 🙂
I got this coffee table at IKEA! Very cheap! I like!
This bean chair is sooooooo Fcking comfortable larh!!!!
Don’t talk about the ugly colour but it’s really comfy!!!
Quite pricey too!!! About 150 bucks!!! >.<
My little food corner for snacks and a corner for my always-in-used-bags.
The ugly wardrobe.
Makeup place.
Hearts my mirror~
Little table beside my bed.
Comfy bedroom slipper~
Gosh! Gonna start doing some researches and planning for my written assignments.
ARGH!!!!!!! Give me 2000 words please!!!!! 😦
Tata….
P/S: Watched “SALT” and I think it’s not as bad….
Posted in Happy, Neutral, Nothing special, Tired
LOL. Really no mood for blogging recently.
Seems like my life was dull, only black and white.
Going back to school soon, it’s like AGAIN! =.=
*tsk. tsk.*
But there’s a bit different for this time round.
Work + study = ?able to cope
I really do not know.
Yea. Moved into the new room.
Decorating still in progress.
Somehow it looked messy still,
bleargh! Who cares?!
As long as I feel comfortable will do. (:
*Can’t wait for my beauty session on Tuesday!* ♥
Posted in Hectic, Neutral, Nothing special, Tired
When a girl like me got bored at home,
what would she do?
Hmmm…Probably…
Playing with her hair, putting on makeup even though she’s not going anywhere…
Being camwhore for few minutes…
Then shower and everything back to normal again… (–“)
Ish…I feel down… 😦
I MISS MY HOME, MY FAMILY…
Wondering why the hell I chose to come here that time??? 😦
Posted in Neutral, Nothing special, Tired, Unhappy
I’m overwhelmed by emotions. Somehow I just simply couldn’t control them.
Talked nonsenses, lost temper, depressed, cried filled my days up.
People always see me as a happy nut, can they see the weakness inside me?
I’m so fragile and sensitive. I’m not as strong as you think…
Sometimes I get hurt, sometimes I hurt others unknowingly, vice versa.
I always think it’d be good if I always being alone,
so that I don’t need to entertain others, and others no need to see my ugly face.
But I scared to be alone, DAMN!
I can’t stand the loneliness, no one to share things with.
Sadly not everyone can be a nice one to share the joy n sorrow.
*Awwww…Suddenly have the urge for BJ strawberry cheesecake~!!! >.< *
If I have a time machine, send me back to the aged of 15.
Back to the time with no stress, no troubles.
Life filled with food, shopping, study!
Yeah~ I used to love studying,
I don't know what was wrong with myself back then,
I ruined (somehow) my so-called-bright-future and became a Fcking missy.
Tsk tsk tsk…Not say I don't like my job now, just not really like the environment and the people I have to deal with daily.
I really miss the past…
I miss the time when I felt really loved.
when you always bought ice cream for me whenever I whined.
And we don't really talk to each other…
What's wrong?dad…
I do pray very hard every night…
*Please give me a happier day tomorrow..*
But I always not getting it…
I'm not sincere enough?Or I'm not contented?
I missed this year intake,
I depressed.
Bleargh! shall stop here…
Started to talk nonsense! =.=
Posted in Nothing special, Tired, Unhappy, Worry
Day 3 continue with outdoor activities.
Visited Khai Island, Maya Bay and Phi Phi Island.
Spent lots of hours on transport as usual.
Had little accident at Khai Island.. 😦
There was a wave came over when I was feeding fishes,
I couldn’t stand properly and fell…
As the bottom of sea have lots of stones,
I have some abrasions over right part of my body…
Maya Bay is my favorite place out of three.
It’s so natural, less commercialized and CLEAN!!!
Lotsa favorite shoots at there!!! 😀
Phi Phi Island was the last stop!
It’s a partial commercialized island,
with restaurants, resorts, shops, dive centers, etc.
It’s more like a peaceful village to me..
Shall spend few nights over there when I visit there again. 🙂
Was really enjoyed on the day with those beautiful scenery!
AGRH! I wanna learn scuba diving!!!
But I scared.. =.=
Day4 finally have time for Patong beach.
Sun tanning, parasailing!!!
First time played parasailing!
I felt so scared when I was in the sky…
“What if I drop…..”
The rest of time in Phuket was just chilling around in mall or cafe!
Of course ice cream shop too! 🙂
I really enjoyed in this trip!
And definitely I wanna go Phuket again!!!
HAHA! ♥
Day 2 straight away proceed to the adventures!
Rafting, elephant trekking, etc…
I would say it was exciting n tiring,
because I got all muscle ache on the following day.
LOL! As I don’t usually exercise…
Hmmm…Maybe I shall start doing some…??? *Lazy*
It was a loooooong way to the destination of rafting.
First, the jeep came to the resort n picked us up.
Then continued fetching other tourists places by places…
Then finally grouped us up and on the way to the camp by mini bus…
*Heee* it’s just a River Island sunglasses..
No money for Dior, Gucci or Prada yet. :p
The journey not ended yet…
After we reached the foot of the mountain,
changed to another jeep again to go up to the mountain…
Whole journey from the resort to the camp totally took about 4-5 hours?
WTF!?
But the rafting was damn fun please~
Can say it’s the highlight of my trip! ❤
Sad that we can’t bring cammie while playing…
HAHA. If not all wet or lost… =.=
After rafting, we had lunch at the camp and exhausted.
*Woke up at bloody 4am please because someone set the alarm time as S’pore timing… =.= *
Elephant trekking.
Erm, not much feeling on this. =.=
ARGH!!!!!
What was wrong with me???
What was sooooo scary????
Muahahahahahahahaaaa!!!!
FISH SPA!!!
Hey, it’s damn scary please!!!!
Poor fishes didn’t get to bite my feet,
or they should feel lucky that I never step on them and kill them???
No fish dare to swim closer to me…
screaming, keep removing my legs from the fish tank…
I wanted to play with this darn baby monkey,
even offered it with some peanuts…
It actually bitten my index finger right after this shoot!!!
Will said “0.1sec” 😦
Super painful larh!!! T_T
Watched some animals show with painful finger…
Feel sad after watched as I think it’s not the natural way that animals shall live with…Not really enjoy the show…
BUT!!!
I HATE MONKEY STILL!!! 😦
It’s been few days after I posted the trip photos to FB,
because I’m still feeling tired after the trip and work.
Damn, today is the 4th day of work,
another 4 days to go until my ONE pathetic day off. ):
Okay, back to the topic.
I went to Phuket getaway trip for 5D4N.
Basically I didn’t do much thing on the first day of arrival in Phuket.
After checked in the resort ( Duangjitt Resort@Patong beach ),
I napped till dinner time. -_____-
Well, all this because I didn’t get enough sleep on the day before.
Some more budget aeroplane really made me sick.
Photos talk.
Hearts this old school coke’s bottle~
The last time to drink with this was like kindergarden or primary school time.
LOL.
Walked pass this stall and saw this tiny kitten.
It’s so small!!!
One of my favourite shoot. ❤
LOL. Must camwhore a little in the room and resort. ;p
Balcony of my room.
Garden downstair my room.
This resort is HUGE… =.=
YAY! Breakfast. 🙂
Random.
So tired. To be continued. =.=
WOOO!!!
Home sweet home!!!
But not really enjoyed as the weather is so humid!!!
I need more and more hydration!!! >.<
Oh yeah! I visited Junying 2 days ago~
She beautified my nails!
Cawaii max!
hah. Although it looked a bit act cute,
who cares?! ;p
She did a great job, look at the perfect “C-curve” created by her!
From the experiences of doing acrylic sculptured extention,
it’s very important if the manicurist create a good base.
Good base with nice C-curve will protect your nails better. (:
My niece EnEn is getting more and more chubby!!!
lol~she’s so cute!!! ❤
YAYNESS!!!!
LEFT ANOTHER 18 HOURS!!!
Then I can enjoy the freedom for pathetic 10 days!!!
HAH. Although only 10 days, it’s appreciated! (:
YUPZ! Booked movie tickets for IRON MAN 2 DIGITAL!
Gonna watch when I come back from home~!!!
IP MAN 2~~~
Shall I watch tomorrow or on the same day as IR2???
Another YAYNESS!!!
Seeing Junying to beautify my nails tomorrow!!! 😀
HAH. Loved! (:
Here’s my loots! ♥
HURS
ZARA
DOROTHY PERKINS
TOPSHOP
The most happy thing of the day is…
SPENT TIME WITH JIE!!! ♥
This is just another grumpy post from myself,
so please don’t ask me why this and that.
There lotsa things I REALLY don’t understand,
I don’t know what’s their purposes?!?
Why keep picking on others’ work when you are not the one doing?
You think it’s as easy as you think?
You think you yourself can do better than others?
Oh well, do it then!
Please prove people if you can get the job done better before comment so much!
Why always pester others around to do things for you when you did not help others like others do?
You think you deserve the good one and others don’t?
Oh well, you shall know what karma is!
I don’t mind doing work for you as it’s all for my patients’ sakes after all.
Please do some by your own too!
And don’t doubt me after I have done the job for you!
Otherwise don’t pester me!
Why you are so interested in my relationships?
Whoever I wanna go with or whoever I wanna dump,
are all my own business!
Is it related to you?
NOT AT ALL!!!!
So can please just shut your mouth up!?
You like people keep commenting about you is it?
#$@#%$%
I would wear whatever I want
I would buy whatever I want
I would do whatever makeup I like
Please don’t say my taste no good.
It’s my body, my money.
Why you need to say so much?
Is it related to you? Not at all STILL?!!!
If you don’t like, then just fuck yourself off!
I don’t need your feedback or comment on how do I look.
It’s my face, my hair, my body! It’s all mine NOT YOURS!
No one looks perfect on the Earth please!
You think I really enjoy the pain, ulcers, discomfort caused by my braces?
You think I enjoy putting on makeup and remove them?
You think I feel enjoy wearing contact lens everyday?
No matter what I am/have doing/done,
it’s for myself!
Who doesn’t want themselves to look better?
Why everyone couldn’t just concern about their own work/life
and not to disturb others’?
PLEASE LEAVE ME ALONE!
PLEASE LET ME HAVE A PEACEFUL LIFE!
Posted in Fucking Bu Shuang, Tired, Unhappy
LIAR
li·ar [lahy-er]
–noun
a person who tells lies.
—Synonyms
falsifier, perjurer, prevaricator.
DISAPPOINTED
dis·ap·point·ed [dis-uh-poin-tid]
–adjective
1.
depressed or discouraged by the failure of one’s hopes or expectations: a disappointed suitor.
2.
Obsolete. inadequately appointed; ill-equipped.
You will never understand how sad am I when I could not trust someone. I do not need any comment/opinion/advice on this as I know it very well from my tears.
Posted in Fucking Bu Shuang, Tired, Unhappy
Belated happy birthday to Suyin!
Happy birthday to myself…
Advanced happy birthdays to Van and Sujie!
I’m blessed to have you girls around me…
Van, for the sake of five bucks, please meet up more often! 🙂
Yay! Let’s celebrate my birthday with my puffy eyes!!! -.-
Just want to share about some things I heart.
Especially for recently.
The song above is LOVE STORY by Taylor Swift.
Did I ever say I like Taylor Swift?
Yup, I do. I really like her way of singing and writing songs.
Her song is kind pop-country style.
She is beautiful, isn’t she?
Awww… Can I be as slim as she is??? *Grins*
I heart almost all her songs, especially this one.
The so-simple-yet-meaningful lyrics and vivacious-and-light-hearted rhythm really touched my heart~
Have you notice her beautiful outfits in this MV?
*winks*
There is another lovable and cute song, enjoy!
YOU BELONG WITH ME. 🙂
Michelle Phan is another lady that I like!
She is a professional makeup artist in USA and she is a pure vietnamese!
I have so many WOWs about her!
Of course first of all I am amazed by her superb skills in makeup!!!
VERY I meant. 🙂
She has very good complexion, flawless skin.
However she has dark circles. Hmmm…She is too busy and no time for early rest?!
She is so young and she has her very own brand – iQQU!
Awww…So capable…
I wish I have half of her. =X
Do check out her webbie and you can learn more beauty tips! 🙂
Yup, I have spent my Valentine’s day with my family
as that was Chinese Taiga Year too!
Double happiness hur?! 🙂
However, I had a “advanced” and a “belated” Valentine’s dinner.
I went to this Italian restaurant, named PASTA BRAVA, located at Craig Road,
with Mr. W for the advanced Valentine’s dinner.
It’s a awesome Italian restaurant I have been to!
I love the ambience inside, so cozy!
Walking into it is just like coming home~
All the comforts of home, the paintings, the decorations and the oh-so-antique furnitures really impressed me so so so much before I looked at the menu.
He drew this.
And this is mine.
My drawing better?? Hmmm….
I did not take any photo of the food…
Pssss…I just could not resist myself not to taste the food when it served.
Everything was so delicious!
I would say I definitely with go Pasta Brava again!
Oh~ Reservation is a MUST! 😉
Not too long ago, opps! It was yesterday. A “belated” Valentine’s dinner.
I went to TOMO IZAKAYA, a Japanese restaurant located at Esplanade, with Mr. T.
What more I can say?
It’s a sake shop…
Hmmmm…
I just simply heart Japanese food…
ESPECIALLY fresh sashimi!!! ♥
This ざるそば is the nicest I had tried so far~
I do not like this つくね…
The minced chicken meat is so dry… (–“)
Stewed pork soft bone!!!
It’s sooooo YUMMY!!!
and sinful… (–“)
Dang Dang Dang!!!!
Turn for 主演女優 of the night!!!!
刺身盛り合わせ!!!
From left top corner,
鮪 大とろ, 平目, サーモン, 甘海老, メカジキ, 鮪 赤身, ウニ.
Fatty tuna belly, Flat fish, Salmon, Sweet shrimp, Sword fish, Tuna’s red meat, Sea urchin.
All sashimi above are sooooo fresh and fresh!!!
Especially the fatty tuna belly, AWWWW….
It melted in my mouth~~~~~ (感動)
And the uni (sea urchin) is soooo sweet~
I do not like swordfish sashimi…BUT!!!!
I love the swordfish in this platter!!!!!!!
Awwww…Can I have one more share of this 刺身盛り合わせ??? （笑み）
(笑う) I wore so casual with a pair of slippers.
And I looked so shag as it was my sleeping day after night shifts.
Happy belated Valentine’s day to everyone! ♥
Been shopping whenever I got free time recently.
As I have to shop for my cny and family photoshoot…
Hmmmm…really spent way too much!!!
YET I still got nothing for cny and the photoshoot!!!!
Now, I feel so guilty of spending too much…
Remember one of my resolution in 2010???
I supposed to cut down shopping and save more… -.-
SIGH…
Anyway I gotta shop again on Wednesday and Thursday!
Die die must get something proper for my cny larh… T.T
Haven’t get my hair and nails done yet…
Wonder if still able to make appointment for nails???
I guess Junying’s appointment slots are all filled up already…
Hmmm…try Clara?
For my hair…
Definitely I need a dye!
Really hate those black roots!
Hmmm…I meant those uneven hair colour.
I think it looks weird and “Lian”! Lol
Mr T said “FEP got nothing to catch your eyes already…”
Lol!!!I’m sitting at Xing Wang HK cafe now!
Didn’t go for La Trobe application!!! :p
Maybe Curtin is better hur?!
Hmmm… =/
She is JEN... 